I want my weekends to be a blast. The blast I EXPECTED, I LONGED. Hopefully my weekends wont disappoint me. PRAYS*!!!! <3<3

You dont really have to try "blending" into it. Sometimes luck or what, they just came hitting on it. Unknowingly, naturally.

and that's for 2010`

actually like i mentioned 2 years ago, it was not an occasion where my family and I practised. so it doesnt really whole much significant to me though but still, it was an occasion where chinese people respect & looked forward ~ :) :)

may the rest of the days ahead be blessed <3 <3 <3

Cuz I know I won't get fucked ever by this Friendship I Love.











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To Diana:

please dont lemme see you once in a year. you know you've missed all our birthday occasions this year! ;< Please create more time for us ;>

Happy Birthday !

Couple of days ago, I typed a whole chuck of something. I was having the very urge to spill it all out and I did it, but.. The blogger decided to just play play and there literally goes my...... expression.

I of course couldnt remember word for word, whichever I may spill, but here and there its still floating in my mind. .

I was saying that it seems to be like a "pattern" where I typed in brief to just summrized what I've done over the week. . which of course I will forget what I've done later..

anyway how time flew by, its been a month over at my new work place. I am still adapting, making sales, making calls, like a ever routine for a salesperson.

I dont know if I'd a problem or what, I just cant go too deep with my colleagues. I mean.. they girls are very involved. but im not. I feel outta circle. I dont feel like im very welcome. maybe thats not what it is. but i feel very... suffocated. i am so not me. those who know me will know im a very noisy and alive person but at work i seems to have toned down to a.... another quieter person. when lunch I can see them being together, i am also with them but I feel so... pangseh. If I can find a better word I will. still, I laugh like it is, eat like it is and hang like it is. Truth is i cant wait to just end the lunch time.... it is to this extent.

Maybe ive learned not to be so KPO, or noisy or ask question or this or that. I dont know it just came to me.

sigh, I missed lunching/working with shirui & yanhan. they never fail to make the lunch so enjoyable, so relaxing and so myself.

:(

WTF . I think no one can be as sway as I am already. Cb.. I type twice. One over from my screwed JUST upgraded singtel broadband, another from my tiny apple screen , BOTH just died on me probably I am fuckg not meant to blog tonight!! >.<

I know i looked _|_ but stilllll rare shit, STOMP!!!

COmex IT ended ~~~~ wooooooohooo , it was tiring but I like it though . . saw so many people ~ is like those who you never ever see around for years.... you saw. =)

nothing to blogggggg~ wana wait for my weekends ~~ Powerhouse ~~~~~ <3